my life....

When I fall in love I fall hard. It takes me alot of courage to tell a guy I love them cause I have this thing where I wait for guys to tell me they love me. Stupid right??!!I am inlove right now with a guy named (...... I cant say his name just in case) now I have been having theses really bad stomic pains so he things and I think im pregnet now this is bad because I am really young and hes trying to push me to give him an answer if I am or not and so I keep taking pregnecy test and I always take them too soon. Hes getting all mad at me when if I could know I would tell him but I cant cause I dont know. Its like he doesnt care about my feelings I would be the one who would have to walk around everyday with a big belly in front of a whole bunch of people and I would be the one to give birth and go threw the hormonal changes and to have to deal with all of the pains and I know he will be here for me but im afraid and its hard for me to say that because im always trying to be strong but im scared out of my mind I dont know what im going to do and most of all I just wouldnt want to be a crappy mom.

Music

so i know that i havent posted in a long time but its cause ive had alot of stuff going on but today im going to talk about music. When i think of music i think of something that makes me feel good when i listen to it or something i can relate too or evan just a really good beat that is good:).All people have their own taste in music and well i just think how its amazing how people can be so differnt but be brought together by one thing and that their love for making music or for evan just listening to music. Well those where just some opinions that i have about this subject and so until next time

                                                                                xoxoxoxox
                                                                                                Athena Machado

almost christmas

well there are two more days till christmas i cant wait evan know that i am not getting that much stuff for christmas tommaro i get to see my cousing that i miss i only get to see them every once in  while and well i am excited. One of the reasons that i am excited is because evan though i am not getting that much stuff i am excited for the stuff that i am getting.well i will talk to you later.

                             Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
                                                    Athena Machado
                       PS: 2 more days

my weekend

well my weekend was pretty good well friday my little brother had his friend devon stay over and hes a really cool kid i guess and then on saturday he went home and then we just hung out saturday and then that night we had to go to the high school and i saw alot of people that i knew but it was the dance thig for all the dance groups at the high school and well they all did really good and then when they were done it was funny cause my sister came up to me and shes like i have a full bodle of hair spray on my but and i just started laughing and then on sunday me and my sister were talking about having our own blog and start food criticing restraunt so i think that we are going to start doing that and i think that it will be fun and well than on monday i stayed sick and so now it is tuesday and well talk to you later.

                                         xoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
                                                             Athena
                                           P.S today is national perl harbor day

emotions

Do you ever have those days where you just are so happy for no reason and like you are so nice to every one and then like the next day you just hate every one that comes up to you but there is no reason why you are mad at them and like your not bipolor its just the way that you are feeling and when you are in a bad mood every one say gees sid you wake up on the wronge side of the bed or what and there really is no wrong side that you can wake up on you usally wake up on what ever side you lay on. and well its just the way that you feel but you just have to get threw it and well ok this weekend i was like talking to my sister and like i was in a really good mood and then when my little brother started to be a pest i just got really mad so he just like bursted my good mood and i got really mad at him.and we all have alot of emotions i think the hardest thing to learn is how to control them well thats all i have to say

                                         xoxoxoxoxo
                                                     Athena

love

love is an emotion you dont always know who you will fall in love with but you hope to fall in love with the right guy cause your heart can tell you one thing but you cant always go by your heart sometimes you have to use your head cause there is nothing saying that you cant get hurt or get your heart broken. Ok, if you don't understand where I am coming from just listen to this, ok guys are like a new car when you first get a new car you are in love with it because it is yours but when a new better car comes out you always want a new one well I mean is- thats the way guys are because they go from person to person but you also sometimes go car to car to. When you find the right car you have to keep it because you just can't bear to let go but sometimes they break down and you have to do alot of stuff to repair it so thats how guys are like cars. Well not all guys, some guys, but then you have girls or women to be exactly like, well we are like flowers and a flower can always be different like some girls are very pretty but they can be b*****s, every now and then there are those girls that put up a wall but if you dig deep enough they can be very sensitive. This is how flowers are but even though guys act so strong they have emotions also, but they tend not to show as much but even though they can be like "I dont care" they actually do care, so they can be like flowers to. So love has many different ways to come out but you need to connect to be close to someone and don't just settle for some one who you dont truely love and don't just hold emotions back because if you do that then how are people going to know what you are feeling. Well then their are also those mean guys. Girls come in all shapes and sizes and guys can be cruel but don't give up be strong and stand up for yourself well thats all I have to say to you.  
                              XOXOXO 
                                     love, 
                                         Athena K. M.

my weekend

well today is friday and i am so excited for this weekend because i am going to the art festival and we are going to have so much and as in we i mean me and my sister her bf and my mom and then we are going to go to my sisters dance thing and then were going to all hang out and probely going to go out to dinner and then on sunday i am going to hang out with some friends and thats my week end